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At War With Myself

from The Evergreen Drive by The Evergreen Drive

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I’ve tried
To swallow my pride several thousand times
Reshape, rearrange and reanalyze
Why I feel like I do
(Like I do, like I do)

Time
There’s never enough of it on my side
I’ve always felt rushed but I can’t deny
I waste just as much as I use

I’ve got a time bomb
That’s ticking away in my chest
There’s gotta be another way out
But I still haven’t found it yet

Fear
A surge like a flood that I must contain
Eroding my vision of what I can change
But never can see through
(I don’t need you, don’t need you)

Run
Running away never felt as fun
Free from it all as I watch the world collapse behind
I’ve only crossed the starting line

I’ve got a time bomb
That’s ticking away in my chest
There’s gotta be another way out
But I still haven’t found it yet

I’ve been at war with myself
And I’m certain of the outcome
I’ll have to pick myself up
Before I head into a breakdown
I’ve got the worst of my words
Screaming inside of me
I’ll have to turn off the thoughts
That silently destroy me

I lie
Motionless under the waves of life
Rolled by an ocean of rising tides
Will I land on my feet yet again?
(I know that I’ll have to)

I’ve got a time bomb
That’s ticking away in my chest
There’s gotta be another way out
But I still haven’t found it yet

I’ve been at war with myself
And I’m certain of the outcome
I’ll have to pick myself up
Before I head into a breakdown
I’ve got the worst of my words
Screaming inside of me
I’ll have to turn off the thoughts
That silently destroy me

I lost the battle
But I won the war

I’ve been at war with myself
And I’m certain of the outcome
I’ll have to pick myself up
Before I head into a breakdown
I’ve got the worst of my words
Screaming inside of me
I’ll have to turn off the thoughts
That silently destroy me

I’ve been at war with myself

credits

from The Evergreen Drive, released June 23, 2018
Matt Drozynski - Vocals/Guitar
Zach Ali - Lead Guitar
Will Heiser - Bass/Vocals
Peter Babcock - Keyboards/Vocals
Ronnie Duriske - Drums

Produced, mixed, and mastered by Matt Drozynski

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The Evergreen Drive Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

The Evergreen Drive grows from the earth and blooms from the help of the great outdoors. Originating in Philadelphia, the band has released two extended plays and performs across central Pennsylvania. Blending the dynamics of acoustic and electric instrumentation, the group understands that Rock can take on a whole new form when you open your mind. ... more

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